Wow...is all that can be said

So my college semester so far has been anything but boring. I've been out doing something new or different almost every night! It's was fun, until I came down from my high and realized I'm broke and behind in my classes. So I've had to settle back into my old routine and now I'm scrambling for money to pay my bills. I want to say fuck my life, but there is no one else to blame but me, so I can't say it.

My diet was killed in the last two weeks, cause I'm a retarded person, but I hope to try and get back on to it. I want to be healthy, but it's so hard when your stuck in your ways. I grab a soda now again, just cause of habit! I need to kick my caffeine addiction again.

During my weeks of craziness, I met a really cool guy, but things are a bit rocky between us right now, cause I'm stupid again. I don't know how to explain my last two weeks, but all I know is it wasn't me, and it kind of scares me to look back on those weeks. I was reckless and careless and my consequences are minor compared to what they could have been. I just hope I can repair things between me and him, cause he is a sweetie.

Well I guess this is a huge update and I will try and be more consistent with my blog when I can.

☮Missy☮