Late night movies and insomia

So crappy cheap films on Syfy and the Lifetime Movie Network, I can't decide between fake creatures killing humans in a gory fashion or a murder love trial movie on LMN. Both are pretty lame to be honest, but the murder love trial movie is kinda weird.

I also thought today was my birthday, but it's not, I'm a day early. I was kind of excited for like ten seconds but then I realized that I was totally wrong. Here I thought I wasn't excited about my birthday at all, and I secretly realized I was.

Today kinda sucked though, I got in an argument with a really good friend about camping. I'm just not the camping type, I'm not outdoorsy at all. I didn't really go camping when I was younger, my extent of outdoorsyness was going fishing for a day, wearing a life jacket and following all the rules. I don't know I feel bad for telling my friend that I wasn't going, but to be honest I would have been miserable the whole time. I just hope this doesn't hurt our friendship any cause I do care for her as a good friend.

Wow, my LMN movie just took a really huge twist!

Anyways back to my friend, to be honest I just hope she has a good time and that's all that matters to me, even if I wasn't there to have a good time with her.

Alright folks well I do believe I am done with my ramblings for the night.

Missy

And three hours later

Alright so I had this dream, to have a beautiful, wonderful, and random blog background...and it didn't happen. Needless to say, I've spent probably two hours now trying to fix this problem, but I guess it just wasn't meant to be, until I talk to my wonderful friend Jenn who can fix anything!!!

Anyways I figured I should probably make my first post since I just spent all that time trying to make it prettyful. So let's see, it's currently 4:12am and I'm not wide awake, but I'm not sleepy either. I'm hungry though...hmm might be making a sandwich is a minute, but anyways!I spent the night at work, driving my mom and her friends around, and then I went and watched some friends play cards. Overall this was a decent night for me. So my birthday is in like a day in a half and to be honest I'm not all that excited about it. I'll be 21 big whoop, I've been paying my bills and acting like an adult since I was 17-18. I don't know maybe it will turn out better than I think it will, who knows. Wow, well for the first time in a long time, my mind is pretty blank on what to write. I usually want to write up a storm and ramble about everything and anything, but I don't know..I guess I want this blog to actually be something special.

Maybe a small introduction of what you can expect in this blog. For one you will see pictures, two you will read my rambles, my conspiracy theories, my drunken raves, my ideas and thoughts, thirdly you will learn about my life lesson, my morals, my friends and family, and fourthly you will be entertained.