Food for thought

That seems to be all I've been thinking about, is food! I'm been told that I'm super overweight and junk and I knew I was, but I guess hearing it from a doctor put it into perspective. I'm trying super hard to stick to some good term foods and such, but it's hard. I've only always known Southern Soul food.

So I'm trying to count calories, and it's pretty decent. It's not driving me insane, but not knowing what food is good for me is killing me. As well as a budget! OMG good food is expensive and that pisses me off so much. Also I've been three whole days without any soda, which is like a miracle for me pretty much. Hopefully I can make it through these headaches and shit. I'm allowing myself one glass of hot tea a day to help with the withdraws, but damn it hurts.

I'm kinda hoping that this whole diet thing will be a new chapter in my life. I want to be skinner sure, but I need to be healthier. Now if I can find time for the gym! lol I've been trying to do little things here at the dorm, but my bed is kinda stupid and every time I do sit-ups it squeaks, like something else <.<

Anyways also wanted to say THANK YOU to all my friends for the support so far!!!!

☮Missy☮

does it need a name

So I'm packed and ready to be in Pensacola. I got my hair chopped off and dyed and I have to say I love it. My last night at work was alright.....started out wonderful and ended on a really shitty note. Glad one person can do that too me, well actually two but you know what fuck it I guess.

I punched my steering wheel tonight several times and ran a stop sign, I think I'm a bit reckless when i get upset.

I'm going to get trashed tonight by the way for whoever reads this! I don't know what I am drinking but I am drinking. I want to be numb.

Missy

It's been awhile

How is everyone?!!? I'm doing super fantabulous. Yes that is a word, I looked it up on dictionary.com!!!! Anyways. I'll officially be back in Pensacola in like eight to nine days. Which isn't that far from now. I'm pretty much packed and ready, just a one less tot to pack up! Anyways hopefully I will be able to post on here more frequently, but I don't yet considering I will have two jobs!!!! McDonald's is McDonald's right now, not much to say about that place. Just tired of the drama and tired of giving it all I have and getting nothing in return.

So I thought I liked this guy...his name was Johnny and he has just got out of prison...so I decided not to like him anymore.

OMG I got molested in McDonald's by a co-worker. I like him and he is a good guy, but I don't like him like that and he pinned me against the wall and rubbed himself up on me and felt up my boobs. Weird enough I don't feel too violated by it, it was kinda expected. It was his last night at work and he is always trying me. I just ignore for the most part and well tonight he went super far, I don't know I guess he is just a horny 20yr old. I know I should probably be more concerned but frankly I know he would never like rape me, so meh.

Well this is turning out to be a really random scattered thought process post. I just wanted to post something though, cause I missed my Blog and I kept thinking about it.

Well night folks!

♥ Missy