Confuzzled

Yep there is that word! Alright so I've been working super uber tooo much! But Im getting a nice big fat check soon, so its all good. The reason for the word is well a guy, his name is Travis and well he is my manager >_<'' I think I like him and at the same time I think I'm spending so much time with him, thats why I feel like I like him. I dunno, its really weird, he is nice but at the same time a jerk. I don't know what to do. Anyways I'm going to crash cause I have to call the school tomorrow and ask them questions about my work study program!

~peace~

Missy

Quick late night post

Well it's three am and I'm wide awake like usually. Didn't have to work tonight, but I slept most the day. Anyways I've officially influenced someone on getting a tattoo!!!! Tomorrow I will be getting up early and going to take care of some errands and eating lunch with my mom and our friend.

I got a lot accomplished tonight, by emailing my professors about a idea for research. Now I just need to call the health center on campus and get a prescription refilled! The work of me never ends. Well I guess this is the end of this really really short post. Not much to say sadly :(

Missy

Father's Day and spending some time with the little bro

So it's been father's day for four hours now. I know I've been thinking about my dad a bunch lately. He will be missed of course like every year. He was the best dad ever and still is.

Anyways been home since like 1:30 and since like 2, my little bro has been chilling with me for some strange reason. I think he don't wanna go to bed, but dang he is only 12, he needs his rest. He plays a lot of Modern Warfare. I don't think he should play it, but what's my mom supposed to do, ban him from it, so he will drive her up a wall? Anyways I have today(Sunday) off. Probably going to sleep and work on my novel..than working 11-3 on Monday. They trying to screw with me, working me in the am like that!!!

I don't know if I aggravated a friend or not. I haven't spoke to her in a few days and I feel pretty bad, cause I mean I don't want our friendship to be over or anything. Anyways going to get off here..finish up my Restaurant City game...and play another Room Escape game with the little bro, before I make him go to bed, so I can work on my novel for at least twenty minutes.

Also no News tonight, cause I'm being lazy and haven't checked Yahoo for any news.

Peace!

Missy

Didn't get any reading done, but I got some writing done

So today(Wednesday) was my day off and pay day, too bad that I slept through the day and my whole paycheck is going to my car payment. Anyways I have today (Thursday) off as well and I probably won't do too much of anything which is exactly how I like my days. My shoulder is still killing me from the shot and my finger is pretty much still purple. I can't get any good pictures of the glue which is aggravating, but I do have the picture of the area I cut it at. I will work on a finger picture :)

So its 4am and I feel pretty damn productive. I just wrote out about three pages in my novel and I know it don't sound like a lot but to me, it's a lot considering I don't have much time these days. I wanna go to sleep but part of me either wants to keep writing or start reading a book. Oh also I saw Splice tonight. I watched it online and well the quality was decent but the movie it self was kinda crummy. I mean the twists were wonderful! still though it wasn't as good as I wanted it to be. Well I can't stop yawning now, so I guess I will try and sleep some.

Random news: BP CEO telling congress that he is devastated about the spill.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20100617/ap_on_bi_ge/us_gulf_oil_spill

Oh really glad to hear your devastated...this spill really aggravates me not only because of the destruction it is causing, but because it is preventing our country to take any big future steps to other decisions, because all power is being resorted to the spill it seems.

Missy

2am trip to the emergency room

So I got off work around 1:20, because well I sliced open my finger! I was attempting to make mop water and because someone broke the hose, I lifted the bucket up to the sink to fill the bucket and BAM! I sliced my finger on the metal plate that surrounds the mop sink. So I finished my job up and came home to my mommy and asked her if I should go to the hospital. I drove there and they super glued my finger back together cause it was deep enough to cause problems, but not big enough to stitch. Afterwards I got a nice Tetanus shot in the arm! Yay me!

So the only small upside to this is I can't do dishes at work for about a week! Anyways hopefully I'm about to go to sleep, cause my dang arm is starting to hurt mighty bad, where I got the shot.

Missy

work.... power coke...and my bestie

So your all probably wondering what the hell power-coke is...no it's not a drug, its a drink! And it's perfectly legal in all fifty states haha. Basically its coca-cola and powerade. Its pretty tasty actually, but it looks funny. Anyways its a good drink and you should try it.

Also I'm on my fourth night of my five week schedule so that means that tonight, Friday night will be my last day of work till Tuesday. Thank you Jesus. Yes I'm bring Jesus into my post, because thats how I roll.

If you haven't guessed I'm pretty hyper right now and pretty insomniac-ish <------Not a word I know. Anyways, update from the other night, I am not going to be with either of those jerk-wad men..well lets call them boys..cause I'm angry with them. I had another gentleman ask me out and we've tired dating before and I've decided not to date him, just to stay friends, cause things get awkward with us. So I'm still single..all hot young Latin men..lol

Let's see, I've been itching to write some more of my Vampire novel, but I'm kinda at a point where the story is an iffy filler of time so I don't know. Cause the exciting part is just about to start....haha. Laura I will officially email you a copy asap now, cause I know I'll get an text asking for it.

Anyways enough of the rambles of this inside of my mind. News of the day(something new I started) I read on yahoo that the oil in the gulf is leaking out at a rate of twice as much as predicted. Thanks BP.

Missy

It's been a couple of days

Alright so I've been sorta busy with work and such and trying to hang out with friends. Also on top of that..I've got two guys chatting me up. I don't know what to do either.

The first guy is super cute, pretty sweet, but all he wants is to be friends with benefits.

The second guy he is alright looking, very sweet, and I found out tonight that if I wasn't moving back to Pensacola in the fall he would be with me, but because of that, he said "whatever happen happens" which means that yeah I'd like to have a one night stand with you.

Both situations piss me off, because I am so fucking sick of being that chick that guys turn to, to have a good time! One I'm not a fucking whore, two I have feelings as well, and three why can't I just meet a guy who likes me and I like back. Don't get me wrong I've had my fair share of crazies who like me, and I couldn't even make myself like.

Alright on top of that I'm worried about my bills and shit this month and I feel super guilty cause I don't know if I'm going to be able to help my mom out any on her bills this month cause of my lack of funding. It's not like I'm not working either, I'm working super hard, but the money is not flowing in like it needs too.

Well I don't know I guess I ranted enough, not like anyone reads this shit anyways.

Missy

America

Alright, well I'm officially sick to my stomach, from the lack of intelligence so many American's have. I was reading an article on Yahoo, and I decided why don't I look at the comments to see what my fellow American's have to say. I have to say I'm scared for America, not because of it's government but because of its people.

I understand people have their opinions and thats great, but please back up your opinions with some kinda of data or research. Don't make stupid statements like 'oh it's from China, no wonder it's making us sick' okay 1, the article says USA made, 2 not everything from China makes us sick, 3 we have to import and export or else our country would die and it would be because people think exporting and importing is 'evil'. Do you people not remember history class? American's can not survive on our own without the help of exports and imports, no country can, well at least no industrialized country.

I just realized that its like 5 in the morning, if I continue to write anymore, I will be here all morning, so I shall make this short and brief. America please pick up a book! Stop eating 3000 calories a day and learn to accept that we are not the best country in the world. We can be....but to do so we HAVE to become more friendlier with our neighbors.

work..sleepless nights..and a hot guy that might be gay.....

Yep thats right!!!

So my work schedule just got a whole hell of a bit bigger, not that I'm complaining, money is money! Still not sleeping at night is starting to get to be a problem and well here I am wide awake at 4am...chatting with a super hot Latin man from my college, yet he may be gay!!!!!!!!!

I met him at my college my first semester and well I didn't think much, we had one class together and well the next semester he starts chatting with me at my work place..I return the conversation and then I realize he is extremely hot! So I find excuses to talk to this boy and well now that I've known him for a bit....I think he might bat for the other team. I mean I got nothing wrong with gays or lesbians, but dang can't a girl catch a break with someone! I mean he says he has been with girls, but some of the things he does! Meh I don't care...well I do, but also he is a tad younger than me and I usually on date older guys..like a year or two.

Anyways yeah I'm totally addicted to this Facebook game called, My Empire....I hate Playfish sometimes....but meh. Well I guess I'll go, since I'm done ranting about my hot Puerto Rican guy..I hope he is not gay!

I'm 21

Well it's 2 hours late but I am officially 21 years old. How did I spend my first 2 hrs as being 21? I watch Shrek forever, bootlegged. Gotta love the internet.

Today I will probably spend half the day getting ready for my birthday dinner even though it's a simple small dinner with a few friends. I don't know maybe things will turn out more exciting than planned!

Tonights post is going to be short mainly cause I have no idea what to write. haha. Oh watched a bunch of cake boss today, and that was pretty much my day. I can't wait till I get my first paycheck. I know like 90% is going to bills, but maybe that 10% will be enough to go out for lunch or something fun.

Well tata for now.