Can't go a day without thinking of you....

I'm soo tired right now, but I can't sleep once again. I want to be in his arms, I want to feel his touch and his kiss. I know most of its just from lust, but part of it, wants to see what could be.

Also my dreams are still haunted by Zonial, I can't believe it's been like three years since we were together and I still wonder if he ever thinks about me, the way I think about him.

Life moves on I guess, you learn to love others I guess. I don't know, call my old fashion, but I just want to find my match, my mate, my soul mate, and just be happy with that. I don't all this casual nonsense. I don't want to be called just a girlfriend. I want to be special in someones eyes.

Missy