Life moves on........

So I'm able to control my thoughts and my feelings, but still my heart aches. I feel so emo at times writing this shit, but it happens I guess. I also feel like a middle school kid sometime, with all the guys that I'm trying to like, so I can find my Mr. Right.

Found someone kind of awesome, but I doubt he likes me, so I'm playing it safe in the friend zone. I'm just so sick of this zone.

In other news its cold! Fall is upon us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Also I've found my inner writer finally. I have some inspiration to write, it feels good to do so. My brain has been so crazed lately, it feels good to get it out on paper.

Been working on my Directed Study some more, which makes me happy. Means I might actually get all this shit accomplished. Still a bitch to find information, but meh. I'll figure it out, I always do. Sadly I've been saying that a lot lately, about life. We will see if it's true soon I guess.