Tampa, Mandy, new Facebook pictures, and writing to heal my heart

Oh my!

lol yeah I went there.

So if you haven't guessed I went to Tampa for the weekend!! I wish I could have stayed longer and visited more people, but time and money was limited. Oh well, at least I got to see some people and parts of the area. I miss it there so badly. I will also miss the 7-11's that are down there! I was addicted to Big Gulps while I was down there. I also got to see my best friend Mandy. I've known this chick since 4th grade and I hadn't seen her in about two years since last time, so I was happy.

Also I posted some new Facebook pictures, cause I figured out how to send them from my phone to Facebook. Also I have a few new ones on my camera that need to go up there and they will eventually. lol.

Also I am mending my heart with writing. No it's not my normal novel, but my own wishes and desires being written down , just cause I'm tired of living in reality. I do however know the difference, so don't worry. I promise not to go insane and start really believing my insane writings. Work on the novel shall commence soon. I've dabbled with it here and there, but I got to a part where I just want to make it perfect and I don't think it's that great right now. Also I need filler, so I can get to the main point of my book.

So on to world cup news. I was 50% right, I voted that the Netherlands would make it to the finals and they did. Spain made it as well and they won! I was really happy for Spain. I can't wait for the next world cup! Hopefully I'll be in a better situation and I can watch all of it, unlike this summer in which I had to catch a few games.

Well off to novel land again, be back in six hours maybe.

Peace Missy

waiting on time to move faster

Sooo a little fyi for those of you who don't know me super well, I'm super impatient. I hate waiting for anything, and i get so annoyed with it, so easily. Granted I have gotten better, but still I'm pretty bad. Anyways the whole reason I am up, is because a friend named Missy as well, has to go to get up for work at 4:30, and she wants me to call and make sure she wakes. Usually this would be no problem, what so ever. I'd get home around three, shower, surf the net and BAM it's 4:30, but tonight, I got out of work at 1:27, which means, I've been surfing the endless internet for about three hours and I'm bored and sleepy.

Anyways now that I've explained the reason behind this post, how is everyone :p. I will officially be on vacation for five days starting Thursday! I'm going to Tampa to see friends and family and I'm super excited because all I've been doing in btown is working :(

Haven't been able to see Eclipses yet, kind mad about that, but at the same time not worried, cause the first two movies SUCKED. Well it's almost 4:30 now and I have a decent post here, so I shall sign off.

Alright World Cup news: In the semi-finals we have: Germany vs. Spain and Netherlands vs.Uruguay. My vote is on Germany and the Netherlands, just cause I think that would be an awesome final match, but then again Uruguay has some strong players :)

Long nights and random thoughts

So had to work again tonight. I will be working for the next five nights in a row :( but at the same time work isn't bad as long as I don't have to deal with the people. My co-workers are cool. Like tonight, me, a co-worker, and my manager climbed on the roof the building and waved to passing cars. It was pretty random, but fun.

Anyways I will be heading to Tampa in about a week! I'm soooo excited I can hardly wait! It's only going to be for a weekend, which pretty much blows but its Tampa!

I started to really get into my new book 'the child thief' and well I have to say it's amazing so far, I'm very pleased. As for my novel, I'm at a small hump in my road. It's sex scene time and well I wanna do it proper, cause this novel has been my brain child for quite a well now, besides my psychology research. I tired to write some last night, but right now it's at a stand still, mainly cause I'm so tired when I get home from work, that I don't wanna think about anything.

So I started to tally up and figure out my schedule for next semester and well I'm pretty much going to be living off Red Bull and crackers lol. I have four (maybe five) classes, I dunno if my research will count as a class or not, but how Rotunda talked it will. I have my work study program to do at least 10-15 hours a week and then I have my other job which is 15-20 hours a week, Plus homework, plus laundry, plus a social life. Yeah i'm pretty much exceeding my 24 hr/ 7 days a week deal. My work week will be 52 hrs/10 days ROFL. I'm not complaining though, I'm actually pretty excited to see if I can pull it off. Also its my goal to make it to the gym four days a week starting this fall!

Well I've written enough of my random thoughts for the night, I'm going to go crash now............

Missy

It's official I'm a Hopeless Romantic!

No folks this isn't a good thing. I hate it! I'm so sick of thinking prince charming is going to find me one day and take me off to paradise and everything will be great. I do this to my damn self all the time and I'm so sick of trusting people. I just don't understand why it has to be me! Why can't I find someone to love me? I don't ask for much, just little things. Have some goals, be semi intelligent, likes to laugh and have a good time, but can be serious at the same time. I just don't understand why i have to be 'the friend' I hate it.

I know I'm only 21 but for the first time, I'm scared that I'm not going to find a Mr. anything. I see my friends and they have either boyfriends or hell some have husbands and kids, and all I've got one man im in love with, yet I can't get the time of day from. Another who is a stupid regret and a third who wants me to quit school and be with him and have eight kids. I want a man that will accept me for me...I know I'm not perfect and I know I'm stubborn, can get an attitude, but really I'm simple, really I wanna just live my life how it comes to me. I don't like this hand of cards anymore. I want a new deal.

And now since I've cried my eyes out and ranted....on to other things such as a new tattoo. I like the idea and all, but it will be the biggest tattoo I have and lots of color. I dunno if it will be trashy looking or not. I hope not.

Below is a picture of where I got the idea from. I want to change a few things and add color:

I think the idea is cute and all, I dunno. Let me know what you all think :)

Missy