No folks this isn't a good thing. I hate it! I'm so sick of thinking prince charming is going to find me one day and take me off to paradise and everything will be great. I do this to my damn self all the time and I'm so sick of trusting people. I just don't understand why it has to be me! Why can't I find someone to love me? I don't ask for much, just little things. Have some goals, be semi intelligent, likes to laugh and have a good time, but can be serious at the same time. I just don't understand why i have to be 'the friend' I hate it.
I know I'm only 21 but for the first time, I'm scared that I'm not going to find a Mr. anything. I see my friends and they have either boyfriends or hell some have husbands and kids, and all I've got one man im in love with, yet I can't get the time of day from. Another who is a stupid regret and a third who wants me to quit school and be with him and have eight kids. I want a man that will accept me for me...I know I'm not perfect and I know I'm stubborn, can get an attitude, but really I'm simple, really I wanna just live my life how it comes to me. I don't like this hand of cards anymore. I want a new deal.
And now since I've cried my eyes out and ranted....on to other things such as a new tattoo. I like the idea and all, but it will be the biggest tattoo I have and lots of color. I dunno if it will be trashy looking or not. I hope not.
Below is a picture of where I got the idea from. I want to change a few things and add color:
I think the idea is cute and all, I dunno. Let me know what you all think :)
Missy
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