The first guy is super cute, pretty sweet, but all he wants is to be friends with benefits.
The second guy he is alright looking, very sweet, and I found out tonight that if I wasn't moving back to Pensacola in the fall he would be with me, but because of that, he said "whatever happen happens" which means that yeah I'd like to have a one night stand with you.
Both situations piss me off, because I am so fucking sick of being that chick that guys turn to, to have a good time! One I'm not a fucking whore, two I have feelings as well, and three why can't I just meet a guy who likes me and I like back. Don't get me wrong I've had my fair share of crazies who like me, and I couldn't even make myself like.
Alright on top of that I'm worried about my bills and shit this month and I feel super guilty cause I don't know if I'm going to be able to help my mom out any on her bills this month cause of my lack of funding. It's not like I'm not working either, I'm working super hard, but the money is not flowing in like it needs too.
Well I don't know I guess I ranted enough, not like anyone reads this shit anyways.
Missy
First of all, it's not shit. And I read your posts.
ReplyDeleteSecondly..forget both guys. Neither of them respect you and you don't need those situations. Never settle. I definitely understand what you're going through. All that most guys seem to want from me is..benefits. The others..don't respect me properly in general. So take it from me..don't keep these guys in your life.
I'm sorry you're having money trouble. I am, too. But mine is the other way around: My lack of funding is BECAUSE I've helped others out WAY too much. I now have $18 and I'm trying to sell movies because it's not even going to last the week. But good luck. I'm sure it will get better soon. Things do end up looking up.
Love you!!